shyka's

lost

2009-11-24T00:47:00.002+08:00

i dont know what i feel now.

i dont know what to say.

i dont know what to do.

i dont know whats happening.

i just dont know.

i feel like i have no aim in life.

i feel like a loser.

and oh,

a failure too.

i suck in everything.

xoxo.

Happy Birthday Hazirah!

2009-10-21T22:28:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY HAZIRAH!

i love you baby.

muaacks!

see you this saturday!

xoxo.

frustration&happiness

2009-10-14T11:37:00.001+08:00

it is so frustrating knowing that you are early for school but it is cancelled on the very last minute!

that is what happened to me today. i was at ang mo kio when i received a call from nadiah. she told me that class start at 2pm. i was so freaking pissed. not only the fact that im alone and shima is sick, knowing that the class at 11am was cancelled and school start at 2pm really piss me off. luckily i meet zul at bishan and i was complaining to him and venting my anger at him. HAHA! but some of us gathered at bishan and decided where to go next. seriously, it was really a total waste of time as school only lasted for 1 hour. who the hell wanna go to school just for 1 freaking hour but you dont learn anything? okay chill shika. hahaha!

fatin, tedd, ain, zul and myself proceed tp zul's crib to karaoke! haha.. while syl went to sheila's house to lepak there. alfi & sheila join us too. karaoke-ing really changes my mood. hahaha! i was so much fun. and i was the so called 'bahan kacau' for today. irritating sey. alfi was the 'mastermind' in disturbing me. but i gotta say he got his karma! hahaha! so funny.

after karaoke-ing, went to mak itam's crib for raya cum celebrating kak tik's birthday. we had a small family gathering. it was so so fun and full of laughter. 1 week more for hazirah's birthday. 2 more weeks for my big day & atiqah's too! so cant wait!! weeee~

and finally, Happy 19th Birthday to Ayil.

*NO SCHOOL FOR ME TOMMORROW :D*

xoxo.

Happy Birthday Sis!

2009-10-14T00:00:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to you,

Happy Birthday to Dearest Azzyati,

Happy Birthday to you.

with lots of love, syafiqah.

xoxo.

School's Here!

2009-10-12T00:13:00.002+08:00

wuhoo!

school is here!

i so cant wait to meet everyone!

but..

im not ready to learn new modules!

im still on my holiday mode~~

xoxo.

UPDATES!

2009-10-11T00:40:00.000+08:00

wassup people!

ive been very busy ever since raya started. busy with work, F1, keluar raya, spending quality time with friends and family and stuff. that is the reason why i have not been updating.

well.. there is not much for me to write about. so.... ill let the pictures do the talking aite? and im sorry if the pictures are jumbled up cz it is not according to date. but basically the pictures is what ive been up to.

so ENJOY! xD

xoxo.

sorry.

2009-10-08T00:57:00.000+08:00

sorry boys & girls!

ill update once im free aite?

tc yawwww.

xoxo.

Kecoh-kecoh nk Raya!

2009-09-20T01:58:00.004+08:00

Selamat hari raya kawan-kawanku.

Semoga menyambut bulan ini dengan penuh keriangan.

Shika ingin menyusun sepuluh jari meminta ampun dan maaf sekiranya shika ada menyinggung perasaan secara sengaja atau tidak.

Halalkan makan & minum shika ye.

Lastly, enjoy the video of my favourite song for raya kk!

xoxo.

first day of work

2009-09-12T23:29:00.003+08:00

heyyy..

im tired and sleepy so this post gonna be short and sweet aite.

today was my first day for work. it was fun but tiringgggg. hahaha!! the people there is fun to work with. so yeahh.. dont want to eleborate more on work. heheee. after work went to geylang meet up with my family. i swear geylang is super duper pack!! i just hate going there on a saturday. && mum bought for me handbag for raya. hehehee. love you mummy!

raya will be in a weeks time and i am not ready for it. i dont even feel the 'semangat' for raya yet. :(

xoxo.

imbiah station,10-7.45pm

friends <3

2009-09-12T00:31:00.003+08:00

hello peeps!

this week must be a crazy and hectic week for me. imagine going to geylang 4 times already. haha! mom just told me that today we will be going to geylang (again!). i just broke my record for the whole 18 years of my life, which is; i went to geylang 5 times in a week! HAHA!!

thursday,10 Sept, had a very, very small gathering to break-fast with my secondary school friends. but eventually only a few made it. (so dissapointed) well its okay. there will always be a next year! hahaha.. break-fast at LJS, bugis then proceeded to geylang. i dont know why but walking around geylang this time is very, very tiring. after everyone was very tired, went home.

friday,11 Sept, went to geylang again. but this time didnt walked that much around geylang so i didnt felt tired. :D yeah so, i went out with adam and his friends. we had our break-fast at Mac, SporePost. after which we walked to grandlinkkkkkkk!! yes, finally karaoke!! hehehehe.. but i only managed to sing only one song. haha! tu pn duet gn adam. lagu dua insan! HAHAHA!! kekek giler seyyy. well for the rest of the 2 hours, the guys took control of the mics. hahaha! i didnt know that adam has a nice voice. :) and i didnt expect them to be so crazy and funny. serious sey. boleh pecah perot tau ketawe. haha! overall, i had alot of fun with them especially with adam. HAHA! i likeeeeee. *winkwink*

*i brought my camera for the 2 days, but i didnt took any pictures. hahaha!! menyesal sey tk amek gmbr!!!!*

till then.

xoxo.

family <3

2009-09-09T03:40:00.001+08:00

hello hello!

went to geylang again. but this time with my siblings. it has been a long time since we went out together. haha! overall, i did had alot of fun with them. :D sad thing is that we didnt took any pictures. we were too busy looking for baju raya that we forgot to take pictures. haha! hmm.. saw some familiar faces and yeahh i bumped into MURNI ERDAYU!! gosh i miss her so much. hahaha..

well, i was hoping to meet [insertname] there but too bad, we didnt meet. haha! how not to meet, when im at aniz, he is at tkc. but when im at tkc, he alrdy at aniz. -_- its okay lah. i dont even intend to meet him pn. hahahaha! kk cukop.

finally,
to you, i hope all the best in your life. i heard alot of different stories about you from different people. and i dont know who to believe. but one thing for sure, trust me i wont bother you ever again. last long with your new girl aite?

okay! thats all i guess. nothing much for me to write anymore. ill update soon readers!

xoxo.

classmates <3

2009-09-08T02:42:00.003+08:00

yoha readers!

yesterday was a looooong day for me. not only long, but tiring and sleepy too. what do you expect, i did not had my sleep for the whole day the day before. in the morning, went to school to pay up the hours for s&w. which sheila & i felt that we were doing detention. and pity alfi cz he only came for 30mins then ms regina let us off. haha! after school, went to vivo for work training. meet up with nisa and aidil and off to our training. im sad cause the 3 of us will be separated. nisa will be working at imbiah lookout, aidil at the gantry and as for me at the sentosa express. if any of you going to sentosa, you will see me greeting and waving at you! hehehe.. *tolong jgn kacau aku ehh kalau nmpk aku kat keje. hehehe.. :)

well, as you can see from the pictures above, i had a gathering with my muslim classmates except for sheila. we break our fast at simpang bedok and went to geylang after that. had nasi goreng pattaya and bandung. its was so expensive but luckily its worth it cause the nasi pattaya was superb! hehe.. i swear, yesterday was the most awesome and gerek day for the week!! hahaha! it does feels good to meet up with them after 2 weeks or so. i really had alot of fun & laughter. especially during the time when we board the bus to geylang. we were so noisy that i guess some of the passengers there were irritated with us! hahaha! ini lah perangai bdak2 zaman skrg. hehehe. i want thank all of you guys to make this day a great one! sayang krg smue. <3

p/s: next gathering, after raye ok? we go grandlink, karaoke!! XD

xoxo.

What is love?

2009-09-06T05:38:00.004+08:00

A friend once asked me, "Who is your first love?". I kept quiet and i think hard. And my response to her was, "Don't know." I was confused. I did not know what to say. Hmm.. I think its either Guy A or Guy B. Or maybe i have not met my true love yet. Well, after that night, i kept on thinking & questioning myself. Who really is my first love?

Okay, this is just a short story of my love life that i want to share. Two guys involved here. So lets name them, A & B. *Don't read if you're not interested. Thank you.*

I knew A two years ago from work. We dated for a only a month or maybe less than a month then we were officially together. Yes i do admit that we were too fast and i don't even know him inside out. But i used to love A alot. And i used to think that he was the one for me and he was my everything. The thing is, i felt the same way too when im with B. This time, the feelings for B was much more stronger. I sacrificied alot for both of my realtionship. What i get in the end, is just regret, hurt and dissapointment. Both of them didnt appreciate of what i had done for them. And surprisingly, both dumped me with a stupid msg and before dumping me, both leave me hanging for a few days. Honestly, i wasnt that hurt when A asked for a break cause that point of time i was 'dating' B. So, A actually given me the oppurtunity to be with B. I felt relieved eventhough i still felt sad for A leaving me. Relieved cause i can finally be with B and not think about breaking A's heart. But i did break A heart though. As for B, i knew him 6 years ago. But i started to be really close with him 1 year ago. We only dated for 2 mths and he asked me to be his girl. And yes i do admit again that we were too fast and worse i just broke up with A not more than a month! Our relationship lasted for 8 months but i loved him as if i knew him for 8 years. We were strong for the first few months. Some even said that we were the prefect couple and they were jealous of us. Sadly, our forever love has become broken love.

As i think back, i realised the biggest mistake that ive done. I hate to admit this but i was too rushing for both of my relationships. No wonder it was an unsuccessful one! Haah! And, i shouldn't do so much for that someone or even give so much cause if it doesn't work out, im the one who gonna regret it as its all not worth it. Its different if you already know the guy long enough when you know him inside out and most importantly, you can already predict him. Also, i think maybe i deserve this. Well, this is my karma. What goes around, comes around.

For now, being single is the best option for me. After advising & listening to problems from friends, i don't think i am ready yet to be committed in a relationship. But if i happen to change my mind, i should take things slow. Haha! Well, being single is not as bad as you think it is. Yes you feel lonely and yes sometimes you need that extra attention and extra love from someone to make you feel loved or special. But i believe that you can have that too when you are single. Not only that, you get your freedom too! Weee~! Im trying hard to enjoy the single life now. But don't worry, ill get over it soon enough. What i can do now is, live life to the fullest and enjoy it will i can. :D

Finally, to B. Its hard to forget you. Its hard to move on. But i tried & still am trying to erase you from my mind, my life and also my past. Ill delete all the pictures of you in my mp4 and handphone when im really ready to let go of you totally. This is best for me so that i won't think of you anymore and i won't miss you that much. And also, i don't even want to know any updates from you cause it won't help me moving on. B, part of me still yearns to be with you, still misses you and still loving you. But it hurts to know that you don't care anymore and even worse, you don't have feelings for me at all. You've moved on. How i wish i can be more like you. :(
Anyway, i hope all the best in everything you do and if you found someone, stick with her and do take good care for her. Lastly, don't give alot of trouble to your mum. No matter what, ill be happy for you. Take care and Goodbye.

The End.

xoxo.

Congratulations Syltra!

2009-09-03T03:08:00.003+08:00

first of all,

let me CONGRATS SYLTRA once again for making the top 12 in SG.

am so proud of you babe.

you rock my socks lah syl!

haha!

second of all,

im so excited & happy for syl that i think my head gonna burst!

hahahaha!

last of all,

i need my beauty sleep cz i have to go to school tomorrow!!

argh!

bodoh, idiot!

need to pay my hours for s&w.

sian sian.

till here lovelies.

goodnight!

xoxo.

fasting month

2009-09-02T00:45:00.005+08:00

hello hello lovelies!

oh well.. as you guys know, now is the fasting month!! so..... i know its kinda late but i wanna wish Selamat Berpuasa to all ! hehe.. :D okay people, mind me cz today post will be a lil bit lenghty as i wanna update my day from saturday till tuesday! brace yourself people. here goes nothing.

29.08.09,Saturday:

went to the cathay to support Syl for the singapore idol roadshow. after which me & shima proceed our journey to novena as i promised her to accompany her there. she wanted to buy clothes for work at cotton on. && like finally!!! i bought the billabong flipflops which i wanted to buy for a very long time!! yippeeee!!! im so happy lah. hahahaha! :DD well, after we were done with our stuffs, we went home. then, i went out again with my family to geylang!! haha.. i was soo excited. idk why. but geylang was so so packed with humans! i was so frusfrated. well, what do i expect, its on saturday! hahaha.. oh yes, i bought MAC makeup there. yessah!! new makeup for hari raya! hehe.. & i found my baju raya already. yeay!! dad & lil bro bought their baju also. hehe.. this year my family will be wearing blue! overall, im super satisfied. :D

30.9.09,Sunday:

break-fast at cik pai's house with the family except for kak tik, hazirah & abg boy. it was very very the kecoh lah. i like. hahaha! the last time we gathered was last month i think. so i did missed them all! haha.. as usual, we watched movies together and had our laughter. & not forgetting, we celebrated the august babies which is umaira, jannah, aidil & mak tijah's belated birthday. and oh, today is the 30th. "happy 10th monthsary to you"

well, thats all for my weekends. haha! i have to say, im proud of myself. because, my weekends are well spend with my family. *round of appalause* :D

31.08.09,Monday:
oh well. nothing much happened. meet up with the girls and went to syl's house to make the banner for wednesday. then i rushed home to break-fast.

1.09.09,Tuesday:
meet up with my BABES. finally we went out together. but sadly without raudha. she cant make it due to stomach problem. :( nvm babe, there will always be a next time k. well, we had our break-fast at zamzam. the food there was so filling. haha! i was so full that i dont even think buying any food after eating. hahaha.. after that, we walked around bugis and went home. it was just a short outing as nassy and intan have school the next day. eventhough it was short, yet we did alot of catching up especially with nasriah!! BABES, LET DO THIS AGAIN! :D

oh well. thats all i guess. heees! update again soonnnn!

take care kawan-kawan!

xoxo.

happy 16th birthday jannah

2009-08-27T00:27:00.003+08:00

HAPPY SWEET 16 TO YOU SHARIFAH NUR JANNAH!!

good luck for our n levels bebeh!

xoxo.

happy 17th birthday umaira

2009-08-25T23:28:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY UMAIRA!

hope you do well for your o lvls aite?

jgn tk blaja plak.

haha..

well, stay happy with zaidi n last long!

love you cuzzie dearest!!

xoxo.

date with intan

2009-08-11T00:18:00.001+08:00

yoha people!

i was supposed to go out bowling with my schoolmates yesterday. but then again, plan corked up and it was cancelled as there is not alot of people that going. luckily, my babe is free and available! hehe.. so last minute again we planned to meet up at bugis. & i bumped into RAIDAH! god i miss her so much! did alot of catch up with her inside the bus. and she really has gained weight! hahaha! alah. happiness mah. :D

had our late lunch at KFC. i feel like we were on a date gitu. HAHA! dalah mkn buddy meal, dudok tmpt 2 org aje plak tuu. hehe.. then off to city hall! we chill at the memorial there. & as usual, we snap snap! CAMWHORE! :D

babe, thanks for yesterday. seriously. had a great time going out with you eventhough it was last minute. and thanks for all the support you had give me & not forgetting the advice you gave me. i really appreciate it loads! and did we shared alot of stuff and please do keep it to yourself k. hehe.. i trust you tau. sayang kau anak tan! :D

xoxo.

happy 19th birthday hafiz

2009-08-10T12:34:00.000+08:00

first and foremost, HAPPY 44TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

didnt celebrate national day this year. so my aim was just to watch the fireworks yesterday. idk why my plans for the weekends corked up sia. like seriously. end up i decided to follow iqa & ichan to city hall cz i die die wanna watch the damn fireworks. but luckily i met this anak rahim last minute! if not im gonna be b-o-r-e-d. yesterday started out not to be a good day for me as i was fcuking pissed. yes. so pissed. very, very pissed. im already pissed with the situation of ALOT of MR & YP and also alot of people at city hall. to top it off, ICHAN IS LATE! arggghh! but nvm. everything turn out to be okay & everything went smoothly. khair's ite mate is smue cute-cute sey! hahaha. and they are seriously funny people. im glad that raudha & i can get along with them well.

& like finally i went out with raudha!! HAHA!

*ENJOY THE PICTURES BELOW! :D

lastly not forgetting someone birthday yesterday,

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY HAFIZ MALIK!!

xoxo.

Happy 18th Birthday Sheila

2009-08-06T01:18:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY NUR SHEILA !!

finaallly you are 18 sheila! you have been waiting for this day to come for months right? haha..

jgn action gn aku plak ehk. wait for october to come then we go clubbing together k.

HAHA! mcm paham ajer!

hope you enjoy your birthday this year babe.....

this year, your birthday is full of surprises. :D

stay sexy always aite?

senyum-senyum selalu! :D :D

LOVE YOU SHEILA!!

xoxo.

class bonding at ecp

2009-08-05T23:10:00.003+08:00

this is some of the pictures taken just now. full album will be at facebook! :D

IEU had a class bonding at ECP. & its was super duper fun! i really enjoyed myself! today just went splendid. didnt expect to have this much fun. i swear this is the BEST outing i had this year. :D :D not only that ms wong cancelled today lesson bt she also treat us big breakfast/hotcakes for breakfast at MCD. & not forgetting paying for 16 bicycle. gerek pe! HAHAHA! after which we had our free & easy. we cycled to the skate park. syiok giler babi to the maxx tau!! HAHA!! bt i did fall. luckily i fell only once. hahaha! after ECP, we decided to go Tampines which we surprised sheila with a cake for her advance birthday which is tomorrow. wow! SOMEONE TURNING 18 LAH TOMORROW! haha!

till then. im off!

xoxo.

shykabo's "9th month anniversary"

2009-07-30T00:00:00.001+08:00

gosh!

its 30th today.

so...

"happy 9th monthsary taufiq."

i rindu u sgat sgat.

xoxo.

happy 18th birthday siti aida

2009-07-27T23:48:00.002+08:00

FINALLY! ITS MONDAY!!

it feels gooood to be back to school. well, besides the unfinished assignments and projects. HAHAHA! yes it does feel great bcz i get to see my girls, forever irritating friends & i get to take my mind of whats happening to me. I LOVE YOU CRAZY PEOPLE! ♥

and oh i have to come to school everyday now without fail. i cant miss 1 more lesson especially from S&W,IEP & Design or is it LPD? HAHAHA! anw, i still have to come for every lesson. DAMN IT! serve me right for not going to school on wed & thurs for the last two weeks! hehe..

AND AND GIRLS!
WE HAVE NOT STARTED ON OUR REPORT 3! AND ITS DUE THIS FRIDAY! BLER MAU START NIE?? HAHAHAHA! hopefully we can get our butt & do our project tomorrow.

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY SITI AIDA!

surprise surprise! he msged me today! im shocked, happy & confused. what should i do? hmmm...

xoxo.

weekends

2009-07-26T23:20:00.000+08:00

heyyy people!!

after so so long i finally break my own record. i finally spend my weekends at home. yes! believe it people. i really did.

SATURDAY.
had a sort of gathering at my house with my family beside my mum. like finally everyone was there after a long time. dapat jugak nk lepas rinduuu! HAHAHA! my babes, intan & nisa came too! i know its like awkward for the both of you but im glad that you guys came. THANK YOU! sayang krg! at least my family know you girls:) anw, everything went smoothly and we had fun watching MJ concert. HAHAHA! another outing is being planned to watch fireworks on 9 aug. but tk tawu klau jadi ker tk. hopefully jadi ehk. insyallah. :D

SUNDAY.
woke up 5pm in the afternoon. HAHAHA! mcm babi sia. well, dont blame me cz i slept late! was otp with anak sam & msning with raudha. hehehehe! basicly, i did the everyday routine that everyone does at home. nothing much actually.

oh well thats all.

& i so wanna go out till late at night & DRESS UP!!
I SO NEED THIS!

xoxo.

happy 18th birthday nasriah!

2009-07-24T23:07:00.001+08:00

hello girlfriends!

like finally today we get to spend our time together!! went to have our late lunch at pizza hut. after which we lepak-ed at tree haus. we did update each other about everything & had some flashbacks about our old memories. well, overall it was super fun! we had alot of laughter. hope to do this again. but this time, must include nasriah, nasri & murni too!

last but not least..

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY NUR NASRIAH BTE ATAN!

xoxo.

im feeling down

2009-07-17T00:29:00.003+08:00

sorry for the previous post. i was feeling very emotional. still am. :(

i just wish this nightmare will be over soon.

im really not stable right now.

hate it when im like this!

anyway,

will update a proper post soon ok? maybe this sunday? :)

im watching HP this sunday!!! yeahness!!

ok bye.

xoxo;

how

2009-07-12T03:38:00.003+08:00

how to forget, when everywhere i go & everything i do, i think of you.

how do i move on, if everywhere & everything reminds me of you.

how to stop thinking of you, when our memories is still fresh inside my head.

how to be strong when you used to be part of me.

how to sleep, if you keep appearing in my mind.

how do i stop crying, if it is not because of you.

how to be happy when you are not there with me.

how to think when you occuppied my mind.

how can i stop loving you when each day i love you more.

how can i find another, when you were & forever will be the greatest thing that had happened in my life.

bo, i will always love you.

mixed feelings

2009-07-12T02:17:00.011+08:00

i keep asking myself this, what are the reasons for you leaving me? why is this happening to me? why? why? why? why? i tried everything i could. but it seems that it just dont matter anymore. you had your reasons. yet you didnt tell me cz you assume that i wont understand. you dont even tried to let me understand you, how are you suppose to know. im changing bit by bit but you dont seem to give me a chance. all the sacrifies i made, just went down the drain. and it will hard for me to move on. it will be a difficult and painful process. taufiq, if you want me to be happy, i can. if you think that in time i will forget you, then you're wrong. to think that you were the one who wanted to be with me since the last 4 years. but in the end, you were the one who leave me.

i tried to stay positive and think positive and thought that everything will be ok. but i was wrong. so wrong.

im sad
im weak

im hurt
im tired

im not ok

im crying
& im missing you.

Do You

2009-07-11T19:08:00.003+08:00

♥shykabo♥

its over.

friday night

2009-07-10T14:33:00.007+08:00

hello hello !

just a quick update.

skipped school as i woke up late. and im meeting intan at her house later. then off to city hall to meet up with the rest. we gonna watch fireworks at SAM. maybe ill do a lil bit shopping there too cz there will be flea market ! yes finally a place where they sells cheap stuffs. hehe.. and and maybe im joining sheila, dan n johan for sheesha. well.. basicly thats all my plan for today. camwhoring today? dont think so. hahaha!

okay. lets side track abit..

to taufiq,
do you know that i miss you so much? i keep thinking about you every minute and everyday. i know its my fault and i deserve this but arnt you being a lil bit too harsh? you are hurting me mentally. i know you want me to feel how i made you feel but this isnt fair. and you left me hanging just like that. this isnt what i wanted for lying to you. i never meant to hurt you or even lie to you but please im human and human do make mistakes. why cant you just let me make it up to you and give me a chance. i promise i wont do it again. ok, i know it easy for me to say this but im really in need of your attention. i dont know what else to do. ive tried everything but everything doesnt seem to work. since you wanted to drag this problem, im sorry but i have to let out my feelings here. i cant stand it anymore. it has been 6 days. how long more are you going to stay like this? how long more are you going to make me wait? how long more are you going to ignore me? im lonely. im sad. im hurt and im desperate. please put an end to this. you said we will meet tomorrow. well, i just hope that you will keep your words and please dont give excuses. i love you so much.
p/s: dont take what i said here to heart. & fyi im not complaining.
love,shyka.

alright enough of this. oh damn look at the time ! i gotta shower now. take care loves !

xoxo;

after 2 months.

2009-07-08T23:19:00.007+08:00

hello kawan-kawan !

guess what?? im officially back in action! yipee! :)

hmmm.. let me see.. woah ! my last proper post is exactly last 2 months. hehe.. anyway, im so glad that my lappy is fine now with virus-freeeeeeee ! so now, i can update my dear blog as usual. so be prepared to read my oh-so-boring/happening/normal life.

lastly, am not gonna update everything that had happened for the past 2 months cz its gonna be a very very lenghty post and i suppose that it will bore u. so, thats all for now. do come back again aite? :)

xoxo;

late updates.

2009-06-24T01:09:00.002+08:00

sorry guys.

im on a long long hiatus.

due to problem with lappy.

so, am not gonna update that often.

will find a time to do a proper update.

good night.

Happy 18th Birthday Sheila

2009-06-08T02:18:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY NUR SHEILA!

this year your birthday is full of surprises ehk girlfriend!!

haha..

well nevertheless hope you love the surprises & enjoy your special day.

sayang kau sheila!!

xoxo.

shykabo's 7th month anniversary

2009-05-30T00:00:00.003+08:00

happy 7th monthsary sayang!

i love you!

Our love has changed. It is not that strong as it is 5 months ago. Things do happen for a reason. And things were ugly between us this month. We had our first fight/argument and i know there is more to come. I guess it normal in every relationship. It happen to everyone, i think. Well, im not complaining neither am i whinning. Just that it change so drasticly that i wish it didnt happened. But i know deep down inside my heart, i love you and always will. And i am crossing my fingers tied, wishing that june will be smooth month for me.

xoxo;

2009-05-15T08:51:00.003+08:00

hello people.

sorry for not updating.
but currently im not gonna be active.
cz my lappy giving me problem.
so, ill update once it is ok. :)

take care guys.
i love you all.

xoxo;

massive headaches

2009-05-08T14:40:00.002+08:00

didnt went to school today. i overslept. so much for wanting to be a good girl eh. -___-
im excited for today as im having sheesha session with my favourite girls. :D
gonna meet them at 8pm at bugis.

i have been having these headaches/migraine nowadays
& its annoying.
the pain just come & go.
im having one right now.
the pain is only on my right side of my brain.
i think i need to eat.

ok gtg.

xoxo;

class bonding at ecp

2009-05-08T02:58:00.000+08:00

these are some of the picture taken today. more on fb. :)

my class had a class bonding day at ECP. it was awesome! i swear this is the best outing i ever had. the whole class had our free big breakfast/hotcake breakfast at MCD. after which, we had our free & easy time. ms wong paid for 16 bikes. thank you so much ms wong! :D

went to tampines to makan n slack there. & fatin came up with a very very last minute surprise celebration for sheila! well, glad that everything went smoothly. the day just cant get any better!

only thing is that im tired n shagged bt i still have to go to eunos for this orientation thingy on some kind of a job thingy.

final words: I HAD FUN! A WHOLE LOADS OF FUN!!! :D :D :D :D :D :D

xoxo.

Tired of you - The Exies

2009-05-08T00:46:00.004+08:00

Tired of You - The Exies

Where did i go wrong?
I can't look you in the eye
Feeling so ashamed
It feels like I could die

Hold me up and don't let go
I've had enough

I'm tired of breathing, tired of feeling
Tired looking at the past for meaning
Tired of running, tired of searching
Tired of trying, but i'm not tired of you

I'm losing everything
It's something I can't face
Hope is on the run
It's something I can't fake

Hold me up and don't let go
I've had enough

I'm tired of breathing, tired of feeling
Tired looking at the past for meaning
Tired of running, tired of searching
Tired of trying, but i'm not tired of you

(But I'm)
I'm not tired of you
(But I'm)
I'm not tired of you

I want to feel a change
I don't mind if it hurts
You take away the pain
You're the only thing that's pure

I'm tired of breathing, tired of feeling
Tired of looking at the past for meaning
Tired of running, tired of searching
Tired of trying, but i'm

I'm tired of breathing, tired of feeling
Tired of looking at the past for meaning
Tired of running, tired of searching
Tired of trying, but i'm not tired of you

I'm not tired of you
I'm not tired of you
I'm not tired of you
Not tired of

take a break

2009-05-06T00:41:00.002+08:00

i feel like taking a break.
im sad.
you change.
you feel different.
i hate it.

can i go somewhere far far away and never come back?

xoxo;

05may09

2009-05-05T00:14:00.005+08:00

this post is mainly for the birthday peeps. so ill make it short & simple.

happy birthday to you Pei Pei Tan! finally you are legally 18! hope you have a memorable birthday babe. :) & lastly.
happy 19th birthday to mahadhir. my swensen friend. i really miss those times that we used to work together. hope to see you around soon!

p/s: sorry guys i steal yr photos at fb w/o yr permission. hehe..

xoxo;

movie date

2009-05-03T23:40:00.007+08:00

had a movie date with boyfriend. watched x-men origins. yeah baby! the movie was awesome. && i cnt stop commenting about hugh jackman's hot bod! boyfriend was saying like: "berbulu jer tu pn u suke." hahaha. eventhough it is berbulu bt it is still so drop dead hot. hehe..

after which, we meet up my B.A.B.E.S at bugis since we have nowhere to go. after meeting up with intan n nisa, i totally forgot to call raudha cz she is at bugis too. hehe. sry babe! not much for today. end our day early today as some of us has no mood and boyfriend was being so irritating cz he wants to go home early. why? to watch x-men the last stand at channel5. his reasons was bcz he is a big fan of x-men. -____- initially he wanted to go home at 6.30pm. how early is that?? i pursuaded him and did some of my merajuk face and wala! he decided to go home at 730pm. bt ended up gg home arnd 830pm. hehehe. see how much he loves me? k da eh shika. cukop. jgn nk mushy mashy pt sini. :)

currently blogging , facebooking & chatting. boyfriend is alrdy fast asleep. bleahh. school starts at 1 2mrw and ends at 3. should i go for just 2 bloody hours? hmm. yes i should! must be a good girl and go to school every SINGLE day. :))

last but not least, thank you baby for spending yr time with me today. even if its not much but i do appreciate yr company. and sorry if i had to make u missed watching x-men on ch5. i love you. *kisskiss*

oh yes. i miss intan's bby. worse come to worse ill just meet him when the day comes. :(

xoxo;

new skin

2009-05-03T01:43:00.002+08:00

hey guys!

changed my blogskin.

hope you guys like it.

let me know what u guys think.

so let your fingers do the tagging.

haha.

k im talking crap here.

anyways, will be watching x-men origins with boyfriend!!

so excited!

& its confirmed.

hehehe.

k da.

xoxo;

postpone

2009-05-02T02:14:00.005+08:00

im a lil bit dissapointed.

just a bit.

but i understand his reasons.

but at least he postpone it to sunday.

pls pls pls

dont bubble me anymore.

i really want to watch x-men origin.

so, we are gg to watch it on sunday.

im gg to book the sits at AXS machine,

since we can get better sitting.

agree?

xoxo;

let this be our real date.

let us spend a quality time together.

i want to meet up with u more.

can i?

ain's bdae

2009-05-01T11:23:00.003+08:00

Happy 14th Birthday Ain!

so yeah. its labour day today n its my beloved cousin's birthday who is wearing white top from the picture above. they celebrated her birthday by going to the escape theme park which they have free tickets. lol. i intend to go but im meeting taufiq instead. heee. well at least zaidi got the free ticket. :)

like finally. meet up with boyfriend & lepak at goodview. initially, i wanted to accompany him to finish up his project with his friends at jurong but sadly some of the project stuff is with haziq so they have to cancel it last minute and do it another day. pffft. i was like -___-. luckily he decided to meet me. if not, i wont ever talk with him again (mcm paham). well, it was great that we spend our quality time with each other, just the two of us. i love you boyfriend. :)

happy 11th month anniversary ati'chan!

xoxo;

shykabo's 6th month anniversary

2009-04-30T00:00:00.003+08:00

baby!

happy 6th mth anniversary!

i love you & only you.

muaaacks!

xoxo;

sadness.

2009-04-29T22:50:00.006+08:00

babe, this video i dedicate to u. i love this song and i hope u will love it too. :)
i know 3 weeks is not long but trust me it is long. dont hesistate to call or text me aite? n dont worry i trust that your friends at school will make u smile everyday. its hard but i know u can handle it. well babe, this is all i have to say here. just remember that we will always be here with u n he will everyday think of u. love you babe!

wuhhoo! a few more hours to our 6th months together! im so excited. hopefully the plan that u wanted to watch wolverine is still on baby. eventhough some of yr friends cant make it but i really want to watch it. but i wont put my hope so high cz i knw that things ALWAYS dont go as plan with u. especially when we have plan to go out on a date or as a group. oh wait! when was the last time that we went out on a date? hmmm. i think its like last christmas?? sacarstic? maybe. but im used to it (i think) already eventhough it hurts me more n more. damn u!

k da.

im out!

xoxo;

1 more day..

2009-04-29T15:27:00.005+08:00

school is such a bore.
waste of time.
didnt learn a thing.
well, at least my attendance stills counts.:)
and oh, it is so scorching hot right now.
sometimes i hate the weather nowadays.

but friends and girlfriends really do make my day.:))
they are irritatingly crazy.
& i love them so much!
and oh, meeting intan ltr after school.
yeay!

anw, 1 more day to our 6mths/half a year.(:
im so happy!

saiful's bdae

2009-04-19T05:43:00.002+08:00

Happy 23rd Birthday Saiful!

had a small celebration for saiful's bdae yesterday. went to bowling at B.B CSC then had dinner at Al-Azhar.

oh well, thats it.

bye.

xoxo;

changes.

2009-04-15T23:33:00.002+08:00

i can say that im a lil bit relieved. cz the timetable has been ammended abit. well at least i dont have to go home at 6pm every wednesday. :) great news people!! there will be no school tomorrow!! yeay! im sooo happy. but wd am i gonna do the whole day at home?? hais. nvm. i think ill rest up at home the whole day or meet up with intan and nisa after their school ends. :)

im sad, dissapointed, angry and upset. boyfriend didnt contacted me the whole afternoon and the whole night! i tried calling his phone but it was not available. i guess that his prepaid is low. but the least he could do is call me and let me know. but he kept me waiting for his reply until i fell asleep. u cant blame me if i accuse u of something that is not true. argh! all this complications make me a paranoid person! but hey. u should be thankful cz i wont start a fight with u neither i will accuse u of anything. cz im a resonable and understanding girlfriend. well, maybe u were too tired when u reach home and u fell fast asleep and forgot to call me. MAYBE.
babe, i dont ask for more. i just want u back like last time when u die die wanna meet me up everyday and we have long talks every night. is it too hard for a girl to ask for?

well, everybody change. even if u dont want him to change, he have to change. for the worse or for the better. afterall, humans do make mistake and people change. even i do change. im not the girl u knew a few years back.

bye.
take care.

xoxo;

moulin rouge:)

2009-04-14T00:52:00.004+08:00

one of the most romantic and heart-wrenching movie i ever seen.

watched Moulin Rouge a few nights ago with atiqah. we had some kind of a late night movie together at home. hehe..eventhough a few years back i had watched it but surprisingly, i still cried. yes i cried. and i cried my heart out. :'( it is just a sad ending. i couldnt help myself.

i love how the story line goes and how Santine, Nicole Kidman and Kristen, Ewan McGregor fell in love. it is just sweet. basically, the moral of the story is just simple. its about LOVE. :) and what made the movie extra excellent is thier songs. they have alot of great songs and i just love how the composer mixed oneof the songs. my all time favourite song from the movie will be Come What May. && i cant keep my eyes off Ewan McGregor. omfg! he is so fucking hot. and he have a very nice voice. hehe.. Nicole Kidman looked stunning too. she is one gorgeous woman. i am so envious of her.

well, enough about Moulin Rouge. im gonna end here before i talk non stop about it.

im out people!

xoxo;

'The greatest thing you'll ever learn....is just to love,and be love in return.'

1st day of school.

2009-04-13T16:36:00.002+08:00

wd did i learn coming to schoolon the first day??

i learn that actually school starts at 1pm! && the best part is that the timetable sucks to the core. so, came at 830am, we were dismissed about 9am. how great is that????? "-.-

monday: 1pm-4.45pm
tuesday: 1pm-4.45pm
wednesday: 8am-5.45pm
thursday: 3pm-4.45pm
friday: 8pm-10.45pm

im so gonna die on wednesday!!! ok da.

xoxo;

saturday

2009-04-11T22:53:00.001+08:00

hello bitches!

went out with girlfriends again + my dear cousin, hazirah. our initial plan was to slack at marina barrage but thanks to the rain, it was cancelled. so we head down to marina square instead. had our lunch at kfc and slack outside while waiting for hazirah to come. yada yada yada. went to singapore flyer, snap some pictures and went home. ahhhh.. home sweey home. below will be our group pictures of the day. i love you all. :)

boyfriend is sick. he has been sick for days now. :(
i miss him though.
well, get well soon sayang.
i love you alot.
*muackmuack*

p/s: 1 day until the day for school! argh! i am so not ready for school. but im excited to meet my classmates. i do miss them alot. :))

take care peeps.

see you guys on monday.

xoxo;

sentosa part 2

2009-04-08T23:10:00.003+08:00

so, went to sentosa again. this time with my girlfriends again, boyfriend and two of his friends. this time, its different. well, im happy that i can spend my time with boyfriend cz i havent seen him for days! and yes, i do miss him alot. so im glad i got this chance to spend it with him. *big smiles*

but wanna say sorry to the girls if i neglect u guys. well, u guys know what i mean. so sorry girls. i hope u had all the fun just now. i know i did. hehehe..

wuhhoo!! tomorrow meeting boyfriend again!! well, after the court thingy. talking about tomorrow, im a lil bit nervous. but im guessing it will postpone. it is like so predictable. always like that.

anyway, here are some of the pictures. the rest has been uploaded at my fb. :)

my last words for the day: i love you taufiq bin mohd noor!

ok da.

bye.

xoxo;

SYF 2009

2009-04-07T21:49:00.005+08:00

hey everyone!

went to west spring after a long time to support the malay dancers. yup. its SYF 2009. this year, they danced traditional. well, what i can say is that, BRAVO!! it was fantastic and awesome. they were super good. i sat up while watching their performance. i was very impressed & a lil bit jealous. hahaha.. overall, they did their best and i really really do hope that they will receive gold or gold with honour. well after all, they deserve it. and yeah. the results will be out tomorrow. so, guys good luck and all the best!!

the dancers

i am glad that i went to support them. cz not only that i get to see their performance, i get to meet my long long lost girlfriend!! NASRIAH!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahaa.. i sure did miss her so damn much. well, we did alot of catching up with her. it does feel good to meet her. but the sad thing is, nisa is not there. well for what is worth, we get to spend time and catch up with our darling, nasriah. see you next monday babe! :))

guess what?? tomorrow im gg to sentosa again people!! yes! sentosa again. hahaha.. this time it will be with boyfriend's group of friends. im bringing nisa, intan and atiqah too. hehe.. hopefully, it will turn out to be a very enjoyable and fun day for all of us. but one thing that im sad is khir can't make it. :( hais.. its okayy.

pictures for syf is uploaded in my fb.
so if u want them, can either tag me or just grab it from fb.
thank you sayangssss! :)

im out babess!
take care.

xoxo

sentosa

2009-04-04T01:39:00.009+08:00

heyhey!

sentosa with girlfriends was AWESOME!!! there was alot of fun and laughter, eating and of course camwhoring!! eventhough it was the four of us AGAIN, but this year is different from last year. this year we had our own adventure. hahaha. u girls should know what i mean. after splash splash and munch munch, we went to imbiah to take some pictures and fill our stomach again at delifrance. then off to vivo to eat our free cafe del mar chicken wing and to chill there. as we were sitting at vivo city main entrance, there is two drunkards. i was like omg and wth!! how could they drink at such place and time. hahaha.. stupid fools. seriously. everyone was like staring and doing nothing. one of them eventually lie flat on the ground with his own puke. eww! after all that drama mama, we went to home sweet home.

well for me, it was not a sweetest night to end. i didnt fight with boyfriend but something happened. long story to short, he asked me not to do something but i eventually did. i cried. cried like a big big baby. i just dunno why but i cried non-stop. i just couldnt control myself. at that point of time, i felt like crying my whole heart out. so, did with him on the phone. it was terrible. on the other hand, i thought of someone. i was worried about her too. while crying, i called her. she told me something terrible and that make me cry really hard. i feel sorry for her. i just couldnt believe about what is happening to her. i start to dislike him. yes, i really do. my opinion of him change and i will not forget it. babe, cheer up k? we will always be there for you. always remember that i love you. :)

to boyfriend.

im really, really sorry for what i have done. i promise that it wont happen again.i love you. i really do.love, yr girlfriend.

for more pictures, it will be uploaded at fb. thats all for today.

take care friends!

xoxo;

devasting results!

2009-04-02T04:00:00.004+08:00

RESULTS!!!

the results is out yesterday. and it is a very devasting and dissapointing result. i shall not say how much i get but just so you guys know it is horrible. well its expected as i did study last minute. hehe.. but i cant turn back time so all i can and must do now is to STUDY HARDER next term. haiyah.. no more slacking, no more playing around and no more dreaming in class. hahaha!

SCHOOL'S IN, HOLIDAY OUT!!!

yes thats right. in 1 week 3 days time is when school reopens! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! this is madness!!!! im not ready yet. im still not ready yet!!!!!! well, i cant do anything though. just have to accept the reality of it. but good news is that im able to meet my oh so crazy classmates which i am missing them now. luckily we are meeting up this sunday at shima's sister wedding!! wuhooo! then after that, we have to plan our sheesha outing that we wanted. oh i cant wait for that day to come!

SENTOSAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!

and i cant wait for this friday which is the day of our outing to sentosa! im gg with my oh so favourite girls! we are gg to enjoy and have a blast there! yipeeee! camwhoring is a must. hehe.. i want boyfriend to tag along but he is busy. -.-

PET SOCIETY ON FB!!!

im hooked and addicted to this. hahaha! dumbo is soo cute. and sheila, its not lame ehk. its fun. u should try. :)

UPCOMING EVENTS!!!

3 Apr 09 - Sentosa with girlfriends.

5 Apr 09 - Shima's sister wedding.

6 Apr 09 - Johor with mum and sisters.

:)))

i miss boyfriend.
take care dear friends.

xoxo;

shykabo's 5th mth anniversary

2009-03-30T00:35:00.002+08:00

happy 5 mth anniversary sayang!

i love you so so much.

u nvr fail to make me happy and laugh.

i am proud to be with you.

and i will treasure all the moments that i had/have spent with you.

xoxo;

holidays are nearly over:(

2009-03-29T02:05:00.007+08:00

holidays are killing me in both good and bad way. argh! and bad news is, i have been sleeping late for a past few days and this is not good! well, the holidays has been spent wisely. hehe.. so far so good. 2 weeks more and it is the start of school! and that means results is only left with 3 days left and it is out. honestly, im nervous but i know that i wont get good gpa points. :)

first thing first, boyfriend is freeeeeee! yeahhh! free from tagging only. haha. but he still have 2 yrs of probation. (is it 2 yrs?) well, he opened it yesterday and he was super super glad about it. but that guy kept complaining that he is uncomfortable without it. =.=

secondly, i pity my girl, I, for what she is going through right now. i know its hard cz i exprienced it before bt jz be strong k babe? we will always be there for you. wont elaborate long cz i know what i meant. smile sayang:) well, if you feel lonely? jz dial my number. hahahaha! cm phm siak shika. hehe..

thirdly, i want to say that i am proud of him for being brave and putting up a confident side infront of your friends and family. i know its hard for you now, but everything will be over. dont worry. i just hope that history wont repeat itself in the future. well, people do make mistakes but i hope that you learn from the mistakes that you made. insyallah......

lastly, spend the day yesterday at khir's crib. plans to watch dragonball evolution at vivo city with boyfriend was cancelled. boyfriend wanted to go to khir house instead as he cnt go out. pity him though. surprisingly, i really felt like home. seriously, i didnt felt awkward or anything. well of course i do feel awkward and shy at first but the feeling go away the moment his parents (esp his mum) talks to you. his mum talks alot and she is really friendly. intan and me really had a nice, long conversation with her. after one topic to the next. haha! and the best part about his mum is that she is so super sporting! luckily, i had some oppurtunity to spend time with boyfriend. i jz found out that he can be oh so irritating when he is playing cs! argh! damn you boyfriend. hahahaa. but we really did have alot of laughing, talking, eating and stuffs. :)

and oh! boyfriend, tomorrow gonna be a special day for us. it will be the 5th month that we had been together baby! 7 more months then it will be our 12 months and my birthday and 6 more months for your birthday. wow! time do flies huh. i love you taufiq bin mohd noor. :D

i miss my girlfriends.
i miss mum. :(
i miss dad.
i miss boyfriend! :((

xoxo;

my plans for the last few weeks of my holidays:(

- sentosa with girlfriends

- sentosa with boyfriend's friends

- johor with sisters

- west spring syf ??

- stay at home

- & any last min plans.

Fatin's Pit

2009-03-21T23:58:00.001+08:00

hello gorgeous and beautiful people!

so, this is some of the pics from fatin's pit which is yesterday. had lotsa fun and loads of laughter. played twister and i ate alot. haha.. stayed up the whole night eventhough i did took a nap for awhile as i cant take it anymore. and stupid mosquito bit me. well, thats all. but overall it was a fun night.

wish you were there to spend the night with me and watch sunrise together. :(

sleepover n movie marathon

2009-03-19T02:47:00.005+08:00

hello bitches!

on monday, had sleepover at intan's crib. i had alot of fun with the girls. they sure made me laugh so much that my stomach start to hurts. haha.. damn! i love them. painted my nails with two different colours. haha.. now my nails looked like an alien nails. but its cute though. well, eventually we didnt had any secret telling time but we had some cooking at the kitchen. i tell you it is so kecoh that sometimes i forgot that it is already 2 in the morning, im not at my house and intan's parents are sleeping. hahaha. after cooking, we went to the living room to watch 'hum saath-saath hain'. halfway through the show i went inside to rolling2 at intan's bed as i was abit sleepy and bored. so i decided to disturb intan who is on the phone. hahaha. it was so hilarious. i sang a song and even dance abit. intan was laughing so loudly that i have to close the door. lol. after all of that energetic singing and dancing, i decided to sleep which is already around 630am. so much for secret telling. haha.. so woke up at noon cz i wanted to pee so badly. intan was so generous that she took the whole blanket so i slept with the fan directly above my head with no blanket. thanks eh babe! haha.. well, brush teeth and went to the living room and watched bring it on and twilight. after twilight, went to shower at 430pm. haha.. nie lah anak dare. tdo lmbt, bgn lmbt, mandy pn lmbt. hahaha... after all the fun we had, it has to end. so we went home at 710pm. then it was home sweet home again. (:

yesterday, went to ira's crib to have a movie marathon with the girls. boyfriend was supposed to follow me but at the last min he has to cancelled and go to class. i was so hoping to meet him. :( well, we watched to movies and apparently both is a ghost movie. haha.. how pathetic. but overall it was worth it as we see the true SHOUTING colours in each of us. esp sheila n ifah. haha.. funny lah. so went to sheng siong at ten mile junction to buy the things for the pit. it was very, very kecoh. haha.. but luckily we get to buy most of the things from the list. after the gedebak-gedebuk, went to fatin's house to put all the things at her home. lastly, went home then meet up with kak tik and atiqah at pasar malam. meet up with raidah for awhile too. ended the day with talking on the phone with boyfriend. argh! i miss him so much.

p/s: looking forward for this friday:))))

baby, you know i love you so much and i cant bear to part with you. a promise made is a promise indeed. so im not gonna break that promise. i love you with all my heart and soul and i know you do too. i miss you boyfriend. meet up soon ok?

ok bitches.

take care.

be back soon okay?

xoxo;

saturday outing.

2009-03-14T12:38:00.001+08:00

hello darlings!

went to bugis again today with iqa and intan. our initial plan was to meet boyfriend and friends after haziq's gig which is at arab street. so, we waited at bugis junction. around 630pm, went to haji lane and shisha with them! it was fun. hehe.. especially with boyfriend beside me. :)

didnt take alot of pictures bt still managed to take some. will upload it at fb. :)

take care.

xoxo;

final exam! holiday!

2009-03-13T01:25:00.004+08:00

yessahh!!! holiday! im so happy. finally the time i have been waitkng for has come. its time for me to lepak and enjoy!!! hehe.. ok stop it. so, im relieved that i took all my papers with no regrets. eventhough i know i wont pass with flying colours, still i know that i can pass. insyallah(:

well, went home straight to change and went out again. went to ite simei as i had promised siti hazirah, my beloved most craziest cousin to become her model. before u start to think model differently, im actually her model for her exam. she will be washing and blow drying my hair. how cool is that? haha.. so the pictures below is the result of my hair.((:

after that, went to shima's house and KARAOKE!! hehe.. exam abes jek tros enjoy ehk. haha.. well, didnt sing alot of songs though, only 1 song which is tercipta untukku cz when i started singing, the rain started to rain heavily.): so i decided not to sing. haha.. really had a great time at shima's house with ira, ifah, fatin, ain and zul. the rest which is hilya, saliza, satish, alfi had went home after i reach there for 20 mins. as for sheila, she slept at home! we also planned to have a movie marathon at ira's house. and it is decided! it is 18 March 2009. the timing is not fixed yet. but make yourself free k children. hehe..

meet intan at tecky arnd 730pm. we talked and chat. reached home at 940pm. surprisingly, raudha msged iqa and told her to meet her under our block. haha. it was 1030pm i think. and the day before she meet up with intan. and now she meet up with me and iqa. we did some talking, have some laughter and do alot of catching up. meet up with syu too. and so, we planned to go to marina barrage on 21th. but still have to confirm with everybody. hope that its on babe! it has been a long time since all of us go out together. really looking forward to that day to come.:DD

i think yesterday was a day for me to bump to alot of my old friends. firstly, i bumped into aishah and manan at the bus stop. then bumped into dayah, my ite tampines friend. we really did alot of catching up. it was fun talking to her. hehe. then, at ite simei, bumped into my crazy minah old friend! RAIDAH! haha.. it was a surprise to meet her there. and thats all.

lastly, i would like to wish zeila a happy birthday. (:

okay, now im gg to talk on the phone with boyfriend who just woke up. haha.

i love him so much.

&& i love u girls too!

take care dearest!

xoxo;

fs bulletin board

2009-03-12T01:24:00.002+08:00

When she walks away from you mad - [Follow her]
When she stare's at your lips - [Kiss her]
When she pushes you or hit's you - [Grab her and don’t let go]
When she start's cursing at you - [Kiss her and tell her you love her]
When she's quiet - [Ask her what’s wrong]
When she ignore's you - [Give her your attention]
When she pulls away - [Pull her back]
When you see her at her worst - [Tell her she's beautiful]
When you see her start crying - [Just hold her and don’t say a word]
When you see her walking - [Sneak up and hug her waist from behind]
When she's scared - [Protect her]
When she lay's her head on your shoulder - [Tilt her head up and kiss her]
When she steal's your favorite hat - [Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]
When she tease's you - [Tease her back and make her laugh]
When she doesn’t answer for a long time - [reassure her that everything is okay]
When she looks at you with doubt - [Back yourself up with the TRUTH]
When she say's that she like's you - [she really does more than you could understand]
When she grab's at your hands - [Hold her's and play with her fingers]
When she bump's into you - [bump into her back and make her laugh]
When she tells you a secret - [keep it safe and untold]
When she looks at you in your eyes - [don’t look away until she does]
WHEN SHE MISSES YOU - [SHES HURTING INSIDE]
When you break her heart - [the pain NEVER really goes away]
When she says its over - [she STILL wants you to be hers]
When she repost this - [she wants you to read it]

-Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything- DON'T let her have the last word
- NEVER call her hot! Pretty and beautiful is soo much better
- Say you love her more than she could ever love you
- Argue that she is the best girl ever
- WHen she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's ok don’t believe it, talk with her
- When she says she's sorry, she truly means it
- Because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up
- Treat her like she's all that matters to you
- Tease her and let her tease you back
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid
- Give her the world
- Let her wear your clothes
- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
- Let her know she's important
- Kiss her in the pouring rain
&& When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;"Who's ass am I kicking today baby?"

found this at the fs bulletin board. its quite true for girls.
so baby, read and rmbr this ok? hehe.
good night girls!
i love you all!
take care.

xoxo;

missing taufiq..

2009-03-08T22:47:00.003+08:00

i am missing taufiq right now. i miss him so bad.

i want him by my side. to hold me and to touch me.

i want to hug him and never let him go.

how to let this feeling go away??

this is part and parcel of being in a relationship.

somedays u have yr ups and somedays u have yr downs.

its not easy to be committed in realtionship.

there should be trust, sacrifices, responsibilty, patience and many more.

well, whatever it is i love him very much.

and i dont care of what others want to think or what others judge abt us.

xoxo;

study, study

2009-03-08T16:47:00.005+08:00

im suppose to be studying! but instead im mugging infrt of the laptop, chatting, on fb and blogging. will this get me an A for my exams?? hell no! but i still dont know why im still sitting down inside my room stuck infrnt of the lappy. hais.. tomorrow will be my business communications paper. its quite easy. but still, its very difficult to score. my language sucks! but no matter what i still have to have faith in myself and do well on this paper. if i get a C for this, i will be very dissapointed. it is english for god sakes. i had been learning english since my kindergarden years. so, no reason for me to get a C.

i have been thinking. what am i gg to do after ITE? where am i gg? what am i gg to be? will i succeed? will i have a bright future? or will i suffer? these question keep playing inside my head and i cnt stop thinking abt it. it really scares me thinking abt the future. i am not ready yet. cz i keep thinking that i am a failure. idk why but that is what i felt. i am only good in doing bad things. i have nothing special in me. im such a dissapointment to myself. well indeed, i would to like to marry the one guy that i love, have kids with him and have happily ever after. but reality check, how am i gg to have all that if im like this. im also scared for the guy that im with now. is he the one for me? if he is, will he able to bring enough money for me and the family? im scared and worried for everything. yes, its true that we have to live life to its fullest but sometimes u have to stop for awhile and take a look around. so, am i ready to face the reality? no im not.

i wish to go somewhere faraway and be alone. i wish i could ran away from home without anybody knowing. and i do wish i could go for a holiday alone and experience what life means by myself.

ok now. for the happy part.
i cant wait for sleepover at intan's house, to go jb with sheila, fatin's pit on the 20th, sentosa outing with gfs, karaoke at shima's house and loads more. but im guessing there will be 2-3 days that im gg to be slacking at home. plans with boyfriend? hmm.. not sure yet. but whatever it is im gonna spend my holidays with my gfs.

update again when i can aites?
take care sayangs.

xoxo;

fridays, saturdays

2009-03-08T03:49:00.004+08:00

so on friday didnt went to school cz i dont see the need for it. hehe.. so meet up with that boyfriend of mine. it had been a week since i last saw him. afternoon meet up mt my 2 precious gfs, nisa and intan with intan's cousin, ziela. our plan was to go to the bukit timah salvation army. but it turned out to be closed at 3pm! as there was staff appreciation day! we reached at abt 4pm. i was so pissed. we were very semangat u knw. haha.. well, we changed our plan and went to town instead. it turned out to be a great day for us. even bought a dress/blouse at far east for only $14.90! haha..

as for saturday, made plans with shima, ira n pei pei to study at the national library at bugis. we studied for 1hr. then 1 by 1 complained saying 'hungry, lapar, nk mkn'. haha. espcially shima. so we went to eat at arab street. after that, pei pei keep saying that she want to take pictures since she bought a camera and a camera stand. and when we finally found a place to take picture, guess what?? auntie pei pei forgot to put BATTERIES inside her camera! hahhaha.. that is funny. end up we took neo prints at bugis junction. so, after neo prints we hed home.

my plans for sunday is to stay at home and study, study , study. exam is tomorrow!! argh! im scared. but i dont think that i can study at home. it is not condusive at all. well, i think i might consider studying at the library or intan's void deck. hehe.. whatever it is i still have to study.

im officially missing my boyfriend. it seems that now its hard for us to spend time together. its either he is busy with his friend or as what he said im busy with my school. which is not true. im not busy with school. or am i? hmmm.. idk. my holidays are coming so i am and i will gg to be free EVERYDAY. so dont say dat im busy with anything. but u will be busy during yr holiday. doing what? doing yr cso. what else. hais.. seems like the only day we gg to meet is only saturdays and sundays or one of the weekends or worse none of the days. ok whatever. lets move on. so baby, when will we next meet?

i have plans lined up during the holidays. and i hope i can achieve it. (:

take care darlings.

xoxo;

happy bdae shahimah!

2009-03-05T01:57:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY SHIMA!!

ok, firstly, i wish yr bdae on the right day.

and i didnt get it wrng.

hehe.

hope u have a fantastic bdae at jb with yr mum ok?

hahaha.

stay pretty, sweet, happy, bubbly and crazy always babe.

da 18 jgn nk kerek ehk.

haha.

da dpt lesen kerete tu, jgn lupe aku kt sini eh.

hehe.

whatever it is, happy bdae darling!

XOXO;

photos.

2009-03-04T02:35:00.004+08:00

these pictures are just random.

just some updates of what i have been doing.

smiles(:

update!!

2009-03-04T01:59:00.002+08:00

im freaking out! exams is next week. eventhough i have started my revisions but im still not 100% prepared yet!!

well, whatever is im gg to do my very best for my exams and ENJOY!! hehe.. i have alrdy planned alot of things to do during the holidays. exam blom abes ade aty nk enjoy2. hahaha.

ok, till here i shall update.

bye.

take care dear friends!

XOXO;

hello!

2009-01-27T21:15:00.004+08:00

hello people!

sorry for not updating!

been busy and also internet is down.

alot of things had happened.

but one drastic change is that..

i CUT MY HAIR!

yes.

i cut my hair short.

decided to change for this new year.

hehe.

well peeps.

update again if i have the chance aite?

bye all!

take care.

XOXO;

random pics

2009-01-02T23:56:00.006+08:00

Christmas Pictures(:

happy new year

2009-01-02T23:50:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

2009 is here.

so goodbye 2008.

new year and a new life for me.

looking forward for it.

starting working from tomorrow onwards.

gonna be busy for 11 days.

and gonna miss TAUFIQ too! :(

okay.

thats all for me to update.

byebye.

take care people.

i love you all.

but i love taufiq more.

muaacks!

XOXO;

birthday girl

2008-12-29T21:55:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY NURUL INTAN BTE KHALID!!

finally you are 17 my friend.

haha.

hope you have a memorable birthday today!

miss you babe!

muahh!!

XOXO;

christmas.

2008-12-26T21:11:00.002+08:00

hello people!

firstly, MERRY CHRISTMAS to all the people who celebrates it. hehe..

christmas this year is not so merry for me. but the good thing is i got to spend my day with my one and only taufiq. alfie and ira, alfie's girlfriend was there too. hehe.. initially our plan was to watch Twilight at Cathay Cineleisure but it was cancelled as there is no student price for publuc holiday. damn it! i was very very very excited to watch the movie. hais.. its okay. some other day maybe. hmmm.. well.. from far east to cathay cine to taka and back to far east. i wanted to have lunch at cahaya. but it was closed! argh!! im so fed up. cz everything that we planned was corked up. end up we went to eat at kfc. haha.. after eating we went to vivo city. everything went smoothly there and we took some pictures together. it was fun not until i bump into hakim and hafiz there. when we decided to change place, hakim and shidah came to me and talked to me. hmm.. dont wanna talk about it.

well.. took some pictures with taufiq and the christmas tree too! hehe.. it look so so beautiful. really. i was glad that i have the oppurtunity to watch the christmas tree and the lights at night. wuhoo! hehe.. well, went back home around 730pm. after sending taufiq home (at the bus stop only. hehe.), i decided to pick atiqah up from work. at last i met intan and nisa too. it has been a long time since i met them. i miss them so much! haha.. when i decided to go home, i was dissapointed as atiqah wanted to hang aroung with ichan and not go home with me. i was really very dissapointed. i feel so shitty. i was left alone. there is no point of me picking her up as i went home alone. there is no difference. hais..

overall i had fun with taufiq. and not forgetting alfie and ira too. thanks to you guys. i love you taufiq! muacks!

(to taufiq: thank you so so much syg for spending the christmas with me. i really appreciate it alot. i love you!)

XOXO;

Christmas Day.

2008-12-26T15:34:00.001+08:00

hello everybody!

firstly i want to say MERRY CHRISTMAS!! hehe..

well.. christmas this year was not very merry for me. idk why. but the good thing is i get to spend the day with my most handsome and caring boyfriend, taufiq. hehe.. basically everything that we planned for the day was corked up. fuck! haha.. our initial plan was to watch Twilight at Cathay Cineleisure. i was very, very, very excited about it but it was spoiled by the public holiday! damn it! there is no student price. and we cancelled our plan to watch movie.

sentosa.

2008-12-22T00:10:00.002+08:00

hello hello hello!

it has been awhile since i updated this blog of mine. firstly i was lazy and the main reason is i couldnt get through to the internet connection. well.. ever since the holiday starts, i havent seen my friends for quite a long time. i kinda miss them though. not only my ite friends but also my sceondary friends. everyone seems to be doing thier own thing and they have their own life. as for me, my life is very very boring. i thought that sitting at home having nothibg to do is a great thing to do as you can rest and catch up on your sleep. but i was so wrong. having no plans and nothing to do is absolutely boring! i prefer to go to school rather than to rot at home doing nothing but just watch the tv. that is totally no life! well friends if you want to ask me out please do cause besides meeting taufiq and going out with my family i have no plans at all. but the worst part is when my plan is alraedy fixed, it gonna be ruined by my family plans. it has been two lesson. TWO LESSON! that i had missed. like wth. but it cant be avoid. my family do come first. but sometimes i think they have plan at the wrong time and the wrong day. phhef!

there is some things that i did. and that is 13.12.08, saturday, i went to wild wild wet! yeay! wild wild wet babey! iw as soo damn excited the day before. know why? cause it was my first time going there! went there with taufiq, hazirah and also hidayat. my initial plan was to go to jurong's swimming complex but hidayat says that there is a christmas promotion and the ticket cost only at $9+. but when we reach there, the ticket was at the normal price, $15.50! i was like fucking pissed! luckily i bring along extra cash on that day. but overall it was super duper fun!!!! sorry guys. no pictures. hehe..

as for today, 21.12.08, sunday, had a family day at sentosa! hehe.. well not exactly family day but its a family outing. but the sad thing is atiqah couldnt make it due to work commitment. it really do feel different when going out with the family without her. but what can i do. someday and one day i have to be separated by her. hehe.. pictures will be uploaded later ok? and i camwhore alot. when i say alot i really mean alot. haha.. after sentosa, we went to eat at tanjong pagar railway. after eating then its home sweet home! (:

december!

2008-12-10T02:29:00.002+08:00

hey there peeps!

sorry for not updating for a long time. i was not busy or anything just that internet was down.

this week gg to be the last week of school before our 3 weeks of holidays come. yipee! im so excited. i will get more time to spend with taufiq! yeay! haha.. tomorrow im gg to have breakfast with him again hehe.. im so excited. gg to spend the whole day with him. well, nt exactly the whole day but at least i will spend my time with him.

hmmm....

i got to now a shocking news. well.. not that anyone told me but i got to know it by myself. if you wanna know what it is just ask me personally.

thats all folks.

byebye.

take care.

XOXO;

random post

2008-12-01T02:38:00.003+08:00

hey yo humans!

just a random post im doing now.

just finish retouching my blog.

hope you guys like it.

alot of effort was put into it.

hehehe.

for now...

just nothing to do.

well...

gotta stop here.

sleeping soon.

school start at 8am.

good night everybody.

and good night to taufiq who has alrdy fallen asleep lyk 20mins ago.

i love you syg!

haha..

take care!

XOXO;

surprised!

2008-11-29T21:22:00.004+08:00

hey people!

what did i do today?
well... i was supposed to meet shima at civic library to do our project at 2pm. but as usual both of us was late. haha. i was supposed to meet intan too. but i dunno what happened. well, i came arnd 230pm. so i waited for shima and taufiq to come. when shima arrived, we didnt eventually started on our project but we did surf the net and do nothing. haha.. shima left at 430pm to meet afi. then left me and taufiq. he suddenly pass me a note that he drew earlier while i was buying drinks with shima at causeway point. at first i thought that he wanted to let me see what he had drew. but to my surprise, he wrote some things in the paper. i really had no idea that he would do that.

this is what he wrote:

Dear Syafiqah!!

Happie 1st month anniversary to you!! I lurve eu soo much.. I hope our relationship lasts long.. I will try to make eu happie with mie!! I know the present dat cums with dis letter is not much, but its from the bottom of my heart!!

With Lurve,
Taufiq Bin **** ****

P.S. Will always lurve eu SugaPLUMP!!

that is very sweet right? i was so shocked that he wrote that. i just cant stop smilling. while i was reading the letter, he took out a box. that was my second surprise. i really couldnt believe that he would buy me a present on our 1st month anniversary. and the present was a ring. a couple ring. and it was kept in a metal box with the design full of purple stars. i really didnt expect this to happen. haha.. i just cant stop smilling and i was speechless. even if the place and the timing was not right but i dont care. the thought that counts. i really appreciate all the things that he had done for me. i couldnt ask for more. just his love is enough for me. and guess what?? the ring fits prefectly on my finger! haha..

ok thats it that u people suppose to know.

byebye!

have a nice weekend!

take care!

XOXO;

3rd interview.

2008-11-27T20:51:00.005+08:00

this what bridget draw during our free time. retarded right? hhaha.

hello again humans!

notice something different at my blog?

yeah.. i changed my blogskin again. woohoo!

i really love it!

well..

basically today is a total waste of time. why? because we come to school for only 1 hour! like what the hell right? haha. yeah.. EPL which is from 8-11am was cancelled. as for BZC which is from 1-3pm was cancelled also because ms noraini having mc.well people, that is life of an ite student. but lucky for some of us, we cant go home as we have interview at 3pm. the interview is for working at the Singapore Mint. it is from 3th-11th January 2009. we will be paid $5/hr. so the students from our class is Shima, Bridget, Me, John, Saliza, Hilya and Ifah. but i am not sure if all of us will be selected. the two ladies from Singapore Mint asked me only about my expriences working at Earles Swenses and Aldo. well.. the whole thing only lasted for like less than 5 minutes. haha. i guess they i want to finish very fast as they have to interview 20 students. pity them. haha.. me, shima and bridget decided to not to come to school tomorrow. hahaha.

thats all people.

take care.

and have a nice weekend.

XOXO;

latest updates.

2008-11-26T20:55:00.002+08:00

hello pretty and handsome humans!

it has been awhile since i last post. so sorry about that. internet connection is down lately. anw; will not upload the prom photos and bbq photos here. for the pictures, go to my friendster or facebook.

well... a few more days more than it gonna be 1 december. its the last month of the year. wow. time really flies fast. im really looking forward to a new year next year.

hmmm....

im lost and confused.
what is life means to me?
well;
life is unfair,
life is a full circle,
life is unpredictable,
life is wonderful,
life is a roller coaster,
life is about changing,
life is hard,
life is beautiful,
life is precious,
life is a choice,
life is not a game,
life is life,
life is about gaining experience,
and
life is about living it to the fullest, and dont let a day go by w/o cherishing it.

and that is what i am doing now in life. im living life to the fullest, gaining experience and i am learning. i maybe a slow learner but i am willing to take whatever it is to learn and to understand. through learning we can gain more knowledge. through knowledge we can use it for our own future. through our future it will determine if we live life the easy and carefree way or the hard and stressful way. of course everyone wants to live their life with stress free. but it depends on the individual to make it happen.

sometimes, i feel that i am useless. i feel like im just a burden to the people around me. am i stress? no im not. i just have alot of things in my mind these days. and sometimes im just thinking too much. alot of projects that have to be done. to be honest, im not good at it. i may make mistake. i may not participate. i may be distracted. but i am trying my upmost to do my best and give my 100%. sorry for everything that i have done wrong. sorry for causing anyone trouble. i am very sorry.

ok people.
im relieved now. but im just worried about tomorrow as it is my bzc presentation. and im scared that i cork up. hais... im prepared but im just scared. not used to be the center of attraction. haha.. but i hope i can make it through w/o any problem. insyallah.. amin.

and i love my crazy stupid retarded taufiq.
muaacks!

thats it.
take care.

XOXO;

events

2008-11-15T22:36:00.027+08:00

friday; 14 november 2008

************************************************************************************
Speed Stacking;
13 november 2008; thursday

thursday, 13 november 2008:

IEU have the priviligies to be involve in the event of speed stack. at first, most of us wasnt excited about the event as we need to be at pasir ris at 8am sharp! haha. but as it ends everyone had a great day and enjoyed themselves. eventhough it was very tiring but it was super duper fun! the kids really made our day. the event turn out to be a great one! looking forward for such event to happen again.

after the event finishes;

me, shima, sheila and syltra went and ate nasi lemak.

after that we went bowling.

after bowling, went home.

friday, 14 november 2008:

school was cancelled for our class as teachers having meeting in the afternoon. so we planned to go out together and watched movie but it was cancelled as there is no good shows in cinema now. me, taufiq, syltra, shima, sheila, dan, bridget and han pei meet up outside taka and head off to far east to makan as syltra was very very hungry. haha. after we went makan, we jalan2 at far east and rested beside pastamania there. we took pictures there. we went off at 7pm. syltra went to work and the rest go to our separate ways. me and taufiq went back home.

overall, we had fun eventhough it was not to what we planned. hope to go out as a group again. i love you girls.

and i love taufiq too!

THATS IT PEOPLE.

take care eartlings!

XOXO;

update!

2008-11-07T23:10:00.005+08:00

ok guys!

sorry for the late update. hehe. was very busy these days. well.. alot of things had happened. spent my birthday with taufiq then meet up atiqah and ichan at the singapore flyer as ichan treat atiqah to singapore flyer. hmph! menyampah. haha. not jealous ok! the view there is super nice. you can see it from my previous post. reached home arnd 730pm. it was a very memorable birthday i ever had. really. received alot of presents. after that, meet up with hafiz under my block. hmm... dont wanna talk about it. i love my birthday this year!

30th october, thursday;
taufiq's sentence. and to be honest, i am really, really nervous. i cant afford to lose him for the 2nd time. well, the day comes and it was being postponed to 6th november. i was quite relieved but then again there will be another tension day for him. after that, went to eat at brickwood with taufiq's parent, his auntie (alfie's mum), sheila, alfie, jay, pandi, naz and sufians. his dad treat us food. best sey! hhehe.

im officially attached with taufiq!! hehe.

3th november, monday;
went out with shima syg. went to bugis then to sungai road and arab street. was the 1st time gg out with her. and it was fun. but sadly, didnt take alot of pictures. its ok. hehe. of course we was feeling tired. what to expect. the next day we schooling. reached home arnd 830pm.

5th november, wednesday;
supposed to be my 11th month aniversary with hafiz. hais...

6th november, thursday;
the day of taufiq sentence. shima accompany me. but her main intention of following me is not to see taufiq but to see the court. haha! funny sey. the tension was here again! but good news is taufiq get 4 month tagging and 30 month probation. syukur alhamdullilah. but the sad part is that 3 of his friends, syam, faliq and jackjack sentence to rtc. azri's sentence is the same as him. everything settled then we went to eat at brickwood again. haha. after that, went to far east with shima. she cut her hair then we went to look for sandals cz im really in need of sandals. haha. and finally!! i found one! woohhooo!! so happy. hehe. it cost me $25.90. after wandering arnd far east, we went to zara, mng then we rested outside taka and talk about alot of things. after resting, we went to hereen. im really so frustrated. bcz i cnt shop! ahh!! there is sale everywhere and i dont have enough cash. haiyo! boring sey. haha. after alot of rounds we make, we decided to head home. reached home arnd 10pm. as i meet kak tik at west mall. what a long day for me. and i want to thanks shima for accompanying me! had a great tym with you babe! i love you babe!

7th november, friday;
went to school. nothing special today. just that i was surprise to see my makcik and pakcik at my house. haha. i was lucky today cz they cook mee bandung! yumyum.

thats all people.
lazy to type more.
see you guys next tym.
cnt wait for saturday!
bye!

XOXO;

PRESENTS FROM MY BELOVED GIRLFRIENDS;
SHIMA, SHEILA AND SYLTRA!
I LOVE YOU GIRLS TO THE MAX!
MUAACKS!

goodbye october hello november!

2008-10-31T23:48:00.006+08:00

28 october 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ATIQAH!!

singapore flyer

the card that hafiz made for me

the bdae girls!

i love u sis!

the lovely couple; ichan & iqa

THE PRESENTS!

the dickies bag from atiqah

bobo given by taufiq

the card

the bdae card

the present that hafiz give me

bobo!!

the movie we watched

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at school

shima smiling wide for the bdae girl

bridget

sheila

bridget and JOHN TEK SU

shima mkn mee soto

zul and bridget AGAIN??

candid shot of shima

shima again with a ugly face

thanks eh bridget! u took a ugly photo of me

27 october 2008
birthday celebration

dats me!

me playing the laptop

crazy bro and me

the bdae girls

nenek ku yg tersyg

sempat posing eh

them again

atiqah,me,umai and siti

blurr

papa's laksa

me and the hairstylist

candid!

the cake! CHOCOLATE BANANA. yumyum

the october babies

atiqah,siti and syafiqah

us again!

1 more day.

2008-10-27T03:08:00.004+08:00

hello people!

well;

left with 1 more day baby!

1 more day for what??

for our BIRTHDAY!!!

i mean, me and atiqah's bdae.

hehe.

i am excited, so excited.

dunno what my plan for the day.

what i know is that im meeting atiqah and ichan after school.

i want to enjoy myself on that day.

yelah;

once a year jer per.

haha.

ok people.

update again tomorrow.

bye bye.

xoxo;

thursday boring day.

2008-10-23T20:22:00.000+08:00

hello kuskus!(:

your bdae is coming this 1st november.

haha.

okay! im bored. yup. damn bored. well.. finish school at 3pm today. suppose to meet him today but i cancelled it as i will have to wait for him cz he end school late. hais. so it was brought forward tomorrow. dunno what to do if i were to meet him sia. problems after problems. when will it end?? hmm...

anw; im just waiting for tomorrow to come. why? well.. secret!! haha. i guess some of you know. but quite nervous too. dunno what to expect tomorrow. jz have to patiently wait. but this waiting makes me all nervous+scared+worried=RESTLESS!! i really dunno what to expect sey tomorrow.

k shika.

wait;

thats all what matters now.

xoxo;

taufiq again.

2008-10-22T17:12:00.001+08:00

hello taufiq! (:

visit him today with his mom. nazri was supposed to follow but then he was late. this friday suppose to be taufiq's sentence but dunno why it was postpone again till 30th october. well, his mom says that maybe he can be bail this friday. and i really hope that he can be bail. i really want to meet him and go out out with him sey. furthermore my bdae is coming. hehe. well, after visiting taufiq, we went home. but i went and meet up with nazri for a while. as we were talking2 suddenly come the heavy rain. haha. we stayed inside the pondok for awhile and after the rain has stopped, we went home.

he ask me to wait for him. and yeah, i will! hehe.

and yeah;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HELINA!

xoxo;

happy bdae!

2008-10-21T23:38:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BDAE DEAREST COUSIN HAZIRAH!

today my class went to ite yishun as an officials there for extreme fiesta event. for students meeting at bishan the report time is 8am and for students report at yishun, report at 830am. so obviuosly i report at yishun straight as it is much more faster. overall what i can say is that the whole thing suxs and the planning is not right. i brought kak tik's camera and i only took a few pictures as the battery FLAT!! wth. haha. well.. me, shima, sheila, fatin, ain, efasha, satish, zul and alfi end up going home after syltra's performance which is at 130pm. it was super boring! it was suppose to end at 3pm but all of us cannot tahan anymore with all the sweat and the heat. so, we decided to walk from ite yishun to north point instead of taking the bus. but guess what?? we got lost for awhile. but luckily we manage to reach north point. haha. all of us decided to go home cz we were all damn tired. as for me, i went to sheila's house to rest and wash up cz im meeting hafiz and mayor ltr at 5pm.

reached boots and shoes at 445pm. saw mayor there but hafiz still havent arrived yet!! end up wen waited for him. haiyo.... so we went to tan tock seng hospital to visit hakim there. he was injured while cleaning his motor chain. his right index finger tercabot! eww.. haha. his was careless as he didnt off his engine while cleaning his chain. selenge kn!! tgk aper da jadik skrg. haha. after that, we went to eat at ljs. well.. to be exact only me and mayor eat. after eating, me and mayor went to buy spore flyer tickets. hafiz went home. this is the first time that i went out with mayor alone sia! haha. to avoid misunderstanding, we are not gg out as a DATE ok. jz friend friend. haha. it was my first time seeing the spore flyer at a clear and near view. of course my reaction will be like jakon lah. then this mayor go and laugh at me sey. jz bcz im being so jakon. haha. well.. after buying the tickets for next tuesday, which is my bdae, at 7pm, we went home. we took the bus 960 and i reached home arnd 830pm.

ok people! not gg to school tomorrow!! yeah!!! know why?? cz im visiting taufiq lah tomorrow! hehe. gosh! i miss you so much taufiq.

oh yeah! someone ask for my number at ite yishun! but i rejected him of course! haaha!! terkejot oi! hhaha!

xoxo;

raya pics

2008-10-18T02:43:00.003+08:00

raya pictures taken with ex-west spring peeps.